Nickeisha Gray
Dr. Ximena Gallardo C.
November 20, 2008
BLOG 3
I always dreamt that my prince charming would come and wept me off my feet. I did see my prince charming. It was Claudio; I felt love at first sight with him. I know Claudio can make me the happiest woman in the world. I hope and pray that I can become a good wife to him. I know he will treat with respect; he will always love me. I can see us having lots of little Claudio running around. My love for Claudio blossom every day, I know I can make him the happiest man in the world. I want my wedding to be one of the most beautiful weddings. I want my father to be happy about the man that chose me to be his wife. I hope our home is as beautiful as our wedding.
I really don’t know what happen on that faith full day. I fainted half way through the drama. I only remember Claudio accusing me of being a whore. He bashes me in every word. He destroys my good name. It hurts me so bad because he is the one who told he loves me and he wants to make me his wife. I have always been true to him. I love him more than life itself. He accuses me of sleeping with another man in front of my father, family, and friends. He was not man enough to come to be before our wedding day. He waited till the wedding ceremony to accuse me of not being a maiden. I was too shock and heartbroken about the situation. I lost a lot of respect for Claudio, Don Pedro, and Leonato. They are the one who cause me so much pain. My father blames me for disgracing his family and his name. Men are just pigs; they don’t really care about anyone but themselves.
Sometimes I wish I was like my cousin Beatrice. I never told her that but I do. She is strong and witty. She doesn’t let any man walk over her. Now I am alone without a husband or a father. I have to suffer because Don John is jealous of his brother and Claudio. I never did understand men and I don’t think I ever will. I wonder sometimes was it a good faith what had happened to me. Now I just sit back and think and say to myself, I was too much of a good woman for him any way. Well that is what I try to tell myself to block the pain. I love him and he hurt me so bad. I want to hate him believe me; I tried to hate him but my heart won’t let me. I cry myself to sleep every night asking myself how and the why questions. My heart is full of rage, love, sorrow, and anger. I gave him my heart, mind and soul. He just stomps on everything. All he left me with is a broken heart. Will I ever truth, and love again only time will tell. I went from being excited and anxious about my wedding day to heartbroken and in tears. I still have a lot of hurt in me but I also have a lot of anger and frustration. Matter of fact I am piss off.
Thursday, December 11, 2008
Tuesday, December 9, 2008
Essay Hamlet
Nickeisha Gray
Dr. Ximena Gallardo C.
November 25, 2008
Dear Dairy,
I really do miss my husband, however, I cannot let my son or my people realized I am mourning over the lost of my husband. I am the queen of Denmark I am suppose to be strong not weak. My people should not see me weeping for my husband, how they will respond towards their queens weeping. I have to be strong for my son sake also. He needs a strong mother to stand by him. What happen to my husband is tragic but everyone don’t live forever, they evenly die. I cannot wait the rest of my live without someone to love me and hold me.
I have to move on for my sake, my son sake, and my people’s sake. “Do not for ever with thy vailed lids Seek for thy noble father in the dust, thou know'st 'tis common; all that lives must die, passing through nature to eternity” (Act 1 Scene 2). I have always felt an attraction to Claudius he makes me feel so alive and unique. He is very striking and charming. He loves me like no other man did. Not even my husband Hamlet. I am in love with Claudius. I know I am wrong for marrying my husband brother and I also disappointed my son, but I am happy with Claudius he makes me feel like a woman when we are together.
I would never intently do anything to hurt Hamlet. I love him and my son. Everyone feels that I was a conspirator towards his death but I could not harm a hair on his body even if I wanted to. It hurt so badly because I can see the pain and sorrow in my son eyes every time I look at him. He feels I have disappointed him and that I had something to do with his father deaths. Maybe I am being selfish right now about marrying Claudius because I am just thinking about myself but being with Claudius relaxes me from missing my husband. I am innocent I would never kill my husband for my own benefits.
Oh my I don’t know what else to do my son just kill Polonius right in front of me. Did I drive my son into insanity? I cannot understand what have become of my son. Everyone around me is dying. I cannot believe my ears my son speaks to me without any remorse. He has such anger and frustration towards me. “What have I done, that thou darest wag thy tongue in noise so rude against me?” (Act 3 Scenes 4). I wonder why my son is asking me so many questions. He has gone mad; I wonder what is going on through that head of his. He has such a harsh tone with me. Did he forget that I am his mother? I don’t really know what will happen next with my son or in Denmark. I do know that nothing will ever be the same again. So much pain and dishonesty have been going on in Denmark. I feel I lead my son to this point in his life.
I feel I did have a hand in everything that happens in Denmark. After my husband Hamlet death everything went downhill. Nothing was the same. Claudius was the man I felt in love with but I ask myself did I lead him into killing my husband or did he marry me because of power or maybe he just wanted both. My son was right all along Claudius killed his own brother how blind could I have been. I am so sorry for everything. I never meant to hurt my husband and especially my son. Hamlet is full of so many emotions hurt, pain, lost, anger, frustration, and revenge. I know he will kill Claudius for what he did to his father. I know him especially mad because Claudius married me. My future does not look too bright any more I have cause too many pain and I cannot stand to see the pain in my son eyes, it just tears me apart. I don’t see the point of living anymore everything I loved and cherish is gone from me. For some reason I don’t feel well I feel very weak. My eyes are very blurry. Oh no I have been poisoned (weeping) before I say my last farewell I would like to finish off by saying please remember me as being a blind fool in love. I love my husband and son with all my heart and soul. I have served Denmark well with every fiber in my body. I am only human and we all make mistakes. I just want everyone to remember that we only grow by learning from our mistakes. To my dear son Hamlet I love you and please remember I would never do anything to intently hurt you (kisses). Farewell everyone…………..
Love,
Gertrude
Dr. Ximena Gallardo C.
November 25, 2008
Dear Dairy,
I really do miss my husband, however, I cannot let my son or my people realized I am mourning over the lost of my husband. I am the queen of Denmark I am suppose to be strong not weak. My people should not see me weeping for my husband, how they will respond towards their queens weeping. I have to be strong for my son sake also. He needs a strong mother to stand by him. What happen to my husband is tragic but everyone don’t live forever, they evenly die. I cannot wait the rest of my live without someone to love me and hold me.
I have to move on for my sake, my son sake, and my people’s sake. “Do not for ever with thy vailed lids Seek for thy noble father in the dust, thou know'st 'tis common; all that lives must die, passing through nature to eternity” (Act 1 Scene 2). I have always felt an attraction to Claudius he makes me feel so alive and unique. He is very striking and charming. He loves me like no other man did. Not even my husband Hamlet. I am in love with Claudius. I know I am wrong for marrying my husband brother and I also disappointed my son, but I am happy with Claudius he makes me feel like a woman when we are together.
I would never intently do anything to hurt Hamlet. I love him and my son. Everyone feels that I was a conspirator towards his death but I could not harm a hair on his body even if I wanted to. It hurt so badly because I can see the pain and sorrow in my son eyes every time I look at him. He feels I have disappointed him and that I had something to do with his father deaths. Maybe I am being selfish right now about marrying Claudius because I am just thinking about myself but being with Claudius relaxes me from missing my husband. I am innocent I would never kill my husband for my own benefits.
Oh my I don’t know what else to do my son just kill Polonius right in front of me. Did I drive my son into insanity? I cannot understand what have become of my son. Everyone around me is dying. I cannot believe my ears my son speaks to me without any remorse. He has such anger and frustration towards me. “What have I done, that thou darest wag thy tongue in noise so rude against me?” (Act 3 Scenes 4). I wonder why my son is asking me so many questions. He has gone mad; I wonder what is going on through that head of his. He has such a harsh tone with me. Did he forget that I am his mother? I don’t really know what will happen next with my son or in Denmark. I do know that nothing will ever be the same again. So much pain and dishonesty have been going on in Denmark. I feel I lead my son to this point in his life.
I feel I did have a hand in everything that happens in Denmark. After my husband Hamlet death everything went downhill. Nothing was the same. Claudius was the man I felt in love with but I ask myself did I lead him into killing my husband or did he marry me because of power or maybe he just wanted both. My son was right all along Claudius killed his own brother how blind could I have been. I am so sorry for everything. I never meant to hurt my husband and especially my son. Hamlet is full of so many emotions hurt, pain, lost, anger, frustration, and revenge. I know he will kill Claudius for what he did to his father. I know him especially mad because Claudius married me. My future does not look too bright any more I have cause too many pain and I cannot stand to see the pain in my son eyes, it just tears me apart. I don’t see the point of living anymore everything I loved and cherish is gone from me. For some reason I don’t feel well I feel very weak. My eyes are very blurry. Oh no I have been poisoned (weeping) before I say my last farewell I would like to finish off by saying please remember me as being a blind fool in love. I love my husband and son with all my heart and soul. I have served Denmark well with every fiber in my body. I am only human and we all make mistakes. I just want everyone to remember that we only grow by learning from our mistakes. To my dear son Hamlet I love you and please remember I would never do anything to intently hurt you (kisses). Farewell everyone…………..
Love,
Gertrude
Thursday, December 4, 2008
BLOG 12
Nickeisha Gray
Dr. Ximena Gallardo C.
December 4, 2008
BLOG 12
This was my first experience working with blog. I never actually had a blog nor did I never think about creating one. To be honest if it was not for Dr. Ximena I would of never created a blog profile or think about working with blogs. My experience working with blog at first was very difficult and frustrating because while trying to create my profile I was still in the process of learning how to create a blog. After a while doing my blogs became very enjoyable for me. I love putting up my blogs because I love reading others comment about my essays and blogs that I posted up. I like their feedbacks because I am very interested in what others have to say about my opinions on Shakespeare.
Writing a blog entry was helpful because answering the questions made me think deeper about the Shakespeare plays. I look at blog as a very effective and supportive tool. It was not hard to write 250 words there are a lot of details and questions when reading Shakespeare books. Plus I am use to writing more than 250 words because I have other writing intensive courses. At times it was very hard for me to meet the deadline because I had a lot of research to do in my other classes and plus I was not always around my computer.
There should always be a deadline because that is how you get everything done on time. I don’t think there is a better way to set up for the deadline because it was really my schedule that was in the way of me finishing my blogs on time. I was trying to work around my schedule for school. However, maybe changing deadlines from morning to night would be a better option for others because usually in the day time it is very heck for some. I gain a lot of knowledge and experience working with blogs. I had a great time interacting with others about their blogs and I all so got to see what the professor thought about my ideas on Shakespeare.
Well it’s kind of hard to compare blog with my other courses because I never did anything like blog before. With my other courses I usually write my paper and only my professor gives me comments and feedback. With blog I get a change to receive feedbacks from my classmate and others. I would like to keep on blogging because it is a good way to show others my ideas. I would like to also keep in contract with my classmate to see if they add anything new or how they feel about blogging.
Dr. Ximena Gallardo C.
December 4, 2008
BLOG 12
This was my first experience working with blog. I never actually had a blog nor did I never think about creating one. To be honest if it was not for Dr. Ximena I would of never created a blog profile or think about working with blogs. My experience working with blog at first was very difficult and frustrating because while trying to create my profile I was still in the process of learning how to create a blog. After a while doing my blogs became very enjoyable for me. I love putting up my blogs because I love reading others comment about my essays and blogs that I posted up. I like their feedbacks because I am very interested in what others have to say about my opinions on Shakespeare.
Writing a blog entry was helpful because answering the questions made me think deeper about the Shakespeare plays. I look at blog as a very effective and supportive tool. It was not hard to write 250 words there are a lot of details and questions when reading Shakespeare books. Plus I am use to writing more than 250 words because I have other writing intensive courses. At times it was very hard for me to meet the deadline because I had a lot of research to do in my other classes and plus I was not always around my computer.
There should always be a deadline because that is how you get everything done on time. I don’t think there is a better way to set up for the deadline because it was really my schedule that was in the way of me finishing my blogs on time. I was trying to work around my schedule for school. However, maybe changing deadlines from morning to night would be a better option for others because usually in the day time it is very heck for some. I gain a lot of knowledge and experience working with blogs. I had a great time interacting with others about their blogs and I all so got to see what the professor thought about my ideas on Shakespeare.
Well it’s kind of hard to compare blog with my other courses because I never did anything like blog before. With my other courses I usually write my paper and only my professor gives me comments and feedback. With blog I get a change to receive feedbacks from my classmate and others. I would like to keep on blogging because it is a good way to show others my ideas. I would like to also keep in contract with my classmate to see if they add anything new or how they feel about blogging.
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